You are going to meet Gwyn one day. Everybody does in the end.
She guides the newly dead to the afterlife. The problem is, Gwyn does not know she is a
GRIM REAPER.
And she doesn't remember the monumental events she has witnessed through the ages.
Or anything else. Her memory is simply gone.
Striving to define herself, Gwyn develops an entertaining view of the human condition
and why we both, humans and reapers,
exist.
Tome of Memories
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS
Tome of Memories
I made my way out of the apartment and down the stairs to the building's exit. The rain had become a torrent, and I paused at the door to pull the cloak hood over my head before stepping out into the tide of humanity trudging through the downpour. I found the sensation of rain on my face pleasant as I studied the buildings lining either side of an asphalt road. Most were single-story boxes no bigger than my apartment; all were decorated in bright swathes of graffiti promoting local gangs. Several of the buildings like mine rose to three stories, silent sentinels of a more prosperous era. After several blocks, I passed a restaurant where people sat at tables consuming food and drink. The hollow feeling in my gut protested, and I decided to join them. Before I could go in, a nearby disturbance caught my attention. People were shouting and running toward a person lying on the pavement. Beside the stricken figure stood a fellow donned in a cloak identical to mine. He waived at me and smiled. His reaction took my breath away, and the inner emptiness gave way to a burst of hope. The dense crowd prevented me from getting closer. I called out just as a ghostly form rose from the body on the pavement, and my acknowledger turned away. He gathered the floating form, then donned his hood. Immediately, they disappeared. I think I wanted to cry; so disappointing was the loss. Possibly, I did. It was impossible to tell in the rain, and I was not certain I possessed the ability to cry like some of the onlookers. Lowering my hood, I wiped the water from my eyes and made my way back to the eatery. A waitress in a cheerful pink apron greeted me and offered to show me to a table. She mumbled about the miserable weather that was somehow hurting business and walked me to a free place in the center of the room. She asked to take my dripping cloak, which I unclasped and began to remove. The room erupted into shouts and laughter. Evidently, one was expected to wear garments beneath a cloak. A package addressed to 'Occupant' was delivered bright and early the next morning. In it were a laptop, a printer, and a cell phone. I logged on as an occupant just for fun, and to my amazement, it worked. The password was, less surprisingly, password. In response, I was presented with a screen full of possibilities. Maybe I was not meant to learn who I was, I thought. Maybe I could invent whom I wanted to be. I selected the name...Gwyn. The surname, Reaper, was added automatically. I liked the name - Gwyn Reaper - it made me feel real. I browsed the other information on the PC and learned more about a communication device embedded beneath the skin of my left wrist. It was called a plaz; and there were other tools available to me. Tools for use in a function I had observed the cloaked man perform. I was a reaper of human souls. Mark Twain said, "The most important two days in your life are the day you are born and the day you find out why." Next, I chose a profession for what would be my public persona. An occupation that would discourage human attachment and give me enough flexibility to manage reapings likely to occur at any time. Moments later, I was Gwyn Reaper, IRA agent with an office address and a phone number embossed on the business cards issuing from the printer. Within an hour, I had a bank account generously loaded with ample funds, an unlimited credit card, a resume that included a degree in finance, and the pink slip for a seven-year-old Chevy. The empty cubbyholes in what was supposed to be my memory remained blank, but that no longer mattered. I had an identity I felt comfortable with, at least the day job part, and a purpose. Mr. Twain would have undoubtedly approved. Just before logging off, my email displayed a message that read: "Gwyn, let's have dinner soon. Elly" News travels fast, I noted and typed SURE then clicked reply. Putting aside the computer I went to the kitchen to make a sandwich. There was a lot to chew on. What would it be like to reap a soul? Where is the portal? Who the hell is Elly?
Stepping out of the bar, I watched a Bentley pull up to the curb in front of me. The enormous car looked like a battleship compared to the jalopies parked along the street. It was steel gray, polished to glossy perfection and instantly drew a crowd. Evidently even thugs get star struck. Cell phones recorded every inch of the car until a blast of hot wind moved people back clearing a path for me. I was hardly surprised when the rear window slid down revealing a familiar face. "Need a ride?" Mr. Black queried cheerfully. "I live two blocks from here, Black. I think I can manage it. Thanks anyway." The chauffer alighted from the vehicle and rounded the rear of the car to open the door for me. I did a double take when he turned to motion me inside. His face was covered in thick brown hair that covered a canine snout complete with manicured mustache and beard. He wore a dark uniform and a chauffer's cap set between elevated ears. Mr. Black patted the seat beside him. "Come, Gwendolyn. It is far safer than trusting the sidewalks in this part of the city. I promise I won't bite." He chuckled when I nodded at the driver. "Neither will Louis."
My plaz alerted me at 9:47 p.m. with an assignment. I had drifted off and responded to the plaz with a disoriented re reading of the information. "Oh goddie, a threesome," I muttered making my way to the closet. "Give me a minute, boys." Half an hour later, expecting to find the aftermath of a gang dispute, I was surprised to discover a plane crashed in the middle of nowhere. The private jet had flown into the side of a rather low hill. Firemen were on scene dousing the scruffy brush around the site and ambulances were arriving to remove the victims. I saw there were five victims total, three of which were assigned to me. "How are you doing, Gwyn?" a voice inquired from behind me. The speaker was Drake whom I had met at the coven. Drake was eager to tell me what had occurred. The plane had been chartered by a cartel leader who was enroute to inspect the operations of a new business he had started. The operation provided a dark net site for a particularly disgusting brand of pornography and the cartel had provided not only money but unwilling actors. "I am here for the girlfriends," Drake informed me. "You've got the pilot, the cartel guy, and the bagman. I could have handled it all, but there may be an issue with the portals. My usual one went yellow yesterday." He shrugged. "Those work sessions were worth it, don't you think? It's been weird ever since." I nodded. "I've noticed." A pair of spirits began to rise from the crushed remains of the Cessna tail section. Drake left to claim his assigned specters, two females who floated over to him yelling like they were annoyed at the service. Drake lassoed the ladies and led them away. My assignments took a while. The pilot was loaded into an ambulance and was being worked on in a futile attempt to save the guy. The bag man was trapped in the wreckage and rescuers were not going to reach him before he transitioned given the sound of his heartbeat. The essence of the cartel boss was waiting a distance away. He had covered his spectral ears to blot out the noisy females. He was cursing when I approached him attempting to convince me it was a mistake and he could not possibly be dead. I let him rant until the other two specters joined us then led them to the anticipated end of their journey.
Hood up, I entered the premises and made my way to a room at the rear. The name Millie Maise replaced the digits on my wrist. The name fit the elderly woman who lay beneath a knitted spread. Her peaceful face was framed by strands of long white hair. And she looked toward me with whited eyes but made not a sound. Since she knew I was there, I lowered my hood and approached the bed. I touched her arm and she smiled. I could sense her fragile heartbeat and the peace with which she had accepted she was dying. There was no pain, no regret, only peace. Millie had been an artist. The walls of her bedroom were filled with portraits of those she loved enough to paint. Parents, children, friends, and lovers all rendered in moments of joy or pride at some accomplishment. They were with her in the room as they were vividly in her thoughts. I sat with Millie until her spirit freed itself from her body. In spirit form, Millie was glorious. A little young woman with wavy red hair and bright blue eyes that smiled happily. We took our time going to the portal. Millie embraced the beauty of the world she had not seen clearly for nearly a decade. Her artist eyes relished the landscape and embraced the faces of people who were going about their lives oblivious to us. To Millie it was her final portrait. The dead observing the living. Reaping is a function I have performed many times. None have been as moving as the transition of Millie Maise. Each time I am fascinated by the thoughts, regrets, and fears of the person who is dying. How could one not be intrigued? I am a reaper. I am the one present at the most important event a human will experience. The transition of Millie Maise was unlike any I had previously experienced. It was like a Norman Rockwell painting of the way things should be and a blaring reminder that things were not that way.